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Y .Saturday, October 07, 2006.

Today was my kor birthday .
bought him a present .
didnt know if he did receive it from Germaine .
hope so . i think theres lyk misunderstanding ..
between us . what excalty it is ?
dun rlly understands ?
lots and lots of questions was floating in my mind.
even ytd , when i was taking my maths paper .
i keep thinking . i keep asking myself .
whats his reaction ?
will he take it ?
why cant i tok to him ?
why cant i have the courage o give him myself ?
did he receive it ?
does he lyk it ?
what happen ? why we lyk the only one ..
who didnt tok to each other?
others have already patch up with him .
only me . why ? what thing stoped us ?
it juz happened with a blink .
juz DON'T understands well .
who can tell me ? i juz need the answers .
and thats all i wanted .
i keep thinking if i shld buy a present for him .
for the whole week . keep going to lot 1 ..
searching for his present .
i keep asking myself ;
shld i buy ? bcos he bought so ex present for me .
and i promised i will buy one back when its his bdas .
bud if so ; what shld i buy?
i asked a lot of ppl if they wan to buy things for him ..
bud no response from them .
i asked huimin ;
she said mayb nt .
okays . then i asked Meizhu youxiang.
they says ok , i buy using my money ..
then they give him .
how can they lyk that ?
and then i say .. uhs , neber mind .
didnt rlly noe what to buy for him .
wan ideas for the boys ...
bud didnt have any . so bought a clock .
small clock larhs . from comic connection .
juz hope he did keep it .
bcos i took a lot of time ..
juz to find a present for him .
so its my only wish for him to keep it .
uhs . thats all . ohh yahhs .
before i forgot .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YC KOR .
tonite ;
going to playground n play candles with eileen .
its going to be fun . hope so .





YYY
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